Running against the clock

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My recent laboratory tests are not very flattering. It seems that I will die younger than I would have liked, and I do not have much time to jump, dance and shake.

Today I suffered an stupid attack and and stood inmobile as a steel rod by a couple of hours, after of a domestic fight. The worst: a fight originated in a silly situation that cause me a great shame to describe it.

This is the lead reason for keep me busy as long as possible and make a thousand of plans about not only cosplays and photography, but also on books I want to write.

Please, forgive me for write about it in this space...but I cant to make it in my blog or my facebook profile because it is a secret that I keep to those who know who I really am. In my country I am a writer and a journalist of some standing, and as such I have many friends ... but also many enemies could use information about my illness against me. Come on, my own mom ignore the nature of my sick.

I call it "Fibromyalgia", an ill very similar to rheumatism or arthritis...but nothing to see.  In reality it is something congenital, something of nervous origin. My grand mom and two aunts died from it when they are too young (my grand mom had 34 years old....my aunts not yet fulfill the 30), and
I was really scared....but I'm not. I'm used to the idea of death (is the advantage of living in a country like Mexico)

I believe very much in mind power. My pains are usually easy to tolerate due to drugs, and and I've learned to challenge them  ... to ignore them. Sometimes not is possible, but, by the moment I have mastered the situation.

Only I hope that my body not betrayal me and accumulate the necessary time to do everything I want to do...and do it better as would be possible.

I want, for example, to work with double characters. The idea came to me since I made ​​the two swans (black & white), although I had done three cosplays from the same anime: Sir Integra, Girlycard and Luke Valentine.

I made too a couple of Kuroshitsuji' characters: Sebastian and Madame Red.  And I desire very much to do young Madame Red an Maylene -my young sister flatly refuses to permit that the league will be notorious in her attire... and does not want to make the character again .... less in the period before the transformation of Maylene from secret agent to Phantomhive House' maid: she is absolutely crazy by Rozen Maiden!!!

Other combinations I dream to make are:

Lust/ Edward mom

Two Nanas (Nana Osaku, the punk singer and the innocent Nana Komatsu)

And I also wish to do another cosplay. Is very discret and melancholy, and her wardrove is not sumptuous. The problem is that she has...14 years old.

At same time, I'd like too much to cosplay this character's mom, which is a quite evil ... degenerated, promiscuos. I hate her....but I love her wardroves and sofistication. I see her as Snow White stepmother. I think would be TRENDY FUNNY to make both opposite characters.

Please, check my poll and tell me your opinion to respect!!!

(Of course, I insist, I think to made to Sebastian, Caterina Sforza and lady Gaga again...and very soon)

NOTE: I think to make all this characters in in the course of this year and 2012...and then retired me to cosplay in quality devote to photography as a model and photographer...while I can to take a camera between my hands.

If God give me time and forces for it!!! (Im a though cookie, yeah!!!)


BEST KAGURA COSPLAYS (I CANT FIND HER MOM COSPLAYS)

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